“I’m just fine” or am I?

When people ask me “how are you?” and I just say, “I’m just….. FINE”.Though I know that I’m never going to be fine…. I lost the reason to be fine when the person I love walked out of my life and never came back. Nothing was the same anymore after he left, I always sat by my balcony in hope that he will return but he never did and slowly as the time passed I started to believe that he’ll never return but in the deep end of my heart I still have a little hope left. My heart that always started to beat fast when I saw him that heart does not beat anymore. He broke my heart, my soul.,he broke me but I know for a fact that I will never hate him. I know I still love him but does he?

I don’t know if he still loves me or not, I don’t know when he will come back to me but I know for sure when he returns I’ll always welcome him with my arms open for him but will he ever return?

He is the reason that I’m not fine but for the people around I’ll always tell them “I’m just fine”

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